I slept badly that first night in London. The hotel room was elegant in the clean, international way those places are, but I felt as though the walls themselves were pressing me to act. I sat by the window long after midnight with the medal beside me and the second folder in my lap, reading every page until the paper smelled like my fingers. The next morning Sir Edmund met me again, this time with a younger aide named Clara who carried tea, ledgers, and the kind of grim professionalism that told me the ceremonial part of my visit was over. What followed was not flattery. It was evidence.