1. The Promise and the Premonition

The fluorescent lights of my office always had a way of making everything look slightly sickly, but that Tuesday morning, the glare felt particularly oppressive. My desk was a mountain of financial reports, spreadsheets, and half-empty cups of lukewarm coffee. I was exhausted, the kind of bone-deep fatigue that comes from working double shifts to keep a roof over our heads. I rubbed my temples, trying to focus, but my mind kept drifting a thousand miles south, to a place of fabricated magic and manufactured joy.