The world went black for a long time after the accident. When I finally came back, bruised and broken, the only thing that felt real was Max. My dog. He never left my side through the endless physio, the phantom pains, the overwhelming grief. His soft fur, his warm presence, he was my anchor. He was the reason I started breathing again, the only thing that made sense when everything else shattered.Then Camille came along. She was beautiful, sharp, a whirlwind I needed. But she never really got Max. “He sheds too much,” she’d say, wrinkling her nose. “Can’t you do something about the dog smell?” She refused to walk him, refused to feed him. I just figured she’d come around. I made excuses for her, told myself she didn’t understand our bond. That Max had literally saved me.
One Tuesday, she dropped the bomb: she was going back to her ex. Just like that. After everything, the shared life, the promises. My heart broke, but then she delivered the real kick to the gut. “I want Max.” My jaw dropped. She wanted Max? The dog she barely acknowledged? “He looks great on my Insta,” she said, casual, like I was an idiot for not seeing it. That cold, calculated line. She was using him, using my best friend, for social media points. I was furious. I refused. Max was mine. He was my support. He was all I had left.
I thought that was the end of it. We fought, she yelled, I held firm. But she wasn’t done.
A few mornings later, I woke up. The house was too quiet. The gate to the yard was open, just a crack. My blood ran cold. I raced outside, calling his name. NOTHING. Panic clawed at my throat. I knew. I KNEW who had done it. She lured Max from my yard while I was asleep. The audacity, the betrayal, the sheer, ruthless cruelty of it. I got in my car, my hands shaking on the wheel, my vision blurred with rage.
I burst through her front gate, the flimsy latch no match for my fury. Max was there, tied to a porch post, whimpering. My relief was instant, quickly replaced by a simmering anger. “You manipulative BITCH!” I yelled, reaching for his leash. She stood by the door, arms crossed, defiant. “He’s better off here,” she snarled back.
I yanked on Max’s leash, pulling him towards me. He let out a small whine. As I crouched to comfort him, my hand brushed against something cold on his collar. A small, tarnished metal tag. Not Max’s usual one, the custom tag with his name and my number. This was a plain, generic tag. And then I saw it. A tiny, almost faded scar near his ear. And the shape of his snout… Max, my Max, had a distinct black patch over his left eye, like a pirate. This dog… this dog didn’t have it. My breath hitched. NO.
This wasn’t Max.
My Max. The real Max. My dog, my best friend, the one who was with me in the car, the one who helped me survive the accident… he didn’t survive. He was gone that day. The trauma, the concussion, the overwhelming grief… I had blocked it out. Weeks later, I’d found this stray, injured and alone, near the crash site. And in my shattered mind, I had convinced myself he was Max. That he had somehow survived. I’d renamed him. I’d loved him like he was the one who’d saved me.
Camille, her face suddenly softened, knelt down, gently stroking the dog. “I’ve been looking for him for months,” she whispered, her voice tight with emotion. “He ran off the night of… of your accident. He was my ex’s dog, but mine too. I saw him with you. I tried to tell you, but you just wouldn’t listen. You kept saying he was Max. I just wanted my dog back. I just wanted Winston back.”
Winston. Not Max. And my real Max… MY REAL MAX WAS DEAD. I had been fighting, raging, believing I was protecting the one thing that pulled me through, when all along, I was living a lie. A lie I told myself. A lie that meant my true, beloved companion, had been gone this whole time. I hadn’t saved him. I’d lost him. And I didn’t even know it until this very moment.
