I looked down at the napkin in front of me. I had been drawing a compass with a cracked needle.
“Only when I do not know where I am going.”
She laughed softly, but there was sadness in it.
“Then maybe I need one too.”
We talked until the diner closed. I learned almost nothing useful about her. She said she was passing through. She said her family expected too much. She said she wanted one night where nobody knew who she was.
I should have asked more questions.
I did not.
By sunrise, we had walked through the city, shared stories that were only half true, and ended up at a small tattoo shop where the owner agreed to open early for cash.
Savannah insisted we both get the broken compass.
“So we remember this night,” she said.
“You think we will forget?”
She looked at me for a long moment.
“People forget what is inconvenient.”
I did not understand what she meant then.
A few hours later, I woke up in a cheap motel room alone. Savannah was gone. No note. No number. Nothing but the memory of her perfume on the pillow and the fresh bandage around my arm.
For years, I told myself she had simply wanted the night to remain a secret.
I respected that.
Or maybe I was too afraid to look for her.
A Name Behind Glass

That evening, I went back to my apartment in Brooklyn and tried to make dinner for my son, Jonah.