I heard through a neighbor that the house is being listed. My mother can’t afford the upkeep, and Derek has moved into a two-bedroom apartment with his kids, blaming everyone but himself for the “downfall.”
I saw my mother one last time, a month ago, at a pharmacy. She looked tired. She looked like a woman who had finally realized that when you kill the host, the parasite dies, but when you discard the daughter who saved you, you’re left with nothing but the silence of your own choices.
She tried to apologize. “Naomi, your father would have been proud of how independent you’ve become.”
I looked at her, and for the first time, I didn’t feel the need to fix her expression or her life.
“My father was proud of me before I left, Mother,” I said. “The difference is, now I’m proud of me, too.”
I walked away. I didn’t look back. I had spent three years proving I was a good daughter. I spent one day proving I was a formidable woman.
The architecture of my life is no longer built on sacrifice. It’s built on boundaries. And the view from here is spectacular.