When I woke up after three days at St. Mary’s Hospital in Portland, the very first thing I reached for was not the nurse call button, not the cup of water beside me, not even my phone.

It was my left hand.

My engagement ring was missing.

Panic tore through me so violently that the heart monitor beside my bed began screaming. A nurse rushed into the room, and Daniel appeared behind her looking pale and exhausted. He grabbed my hand and told me to breathe. I had been hospitalized after collapsing at work, severe internal bleeding caused by a complication doctors caught barely in time. I remembered the ambulance ride, the flashing lights, my mother crying outside the operating room.