I did not tell my family I was coming home early.

That was the first mercy I accidentally gave myself.

The Lyft driver was a retired school principal named Roy who talked about his granddaughter’s soccer team all the way from the airport. Usually I would have made polite noises while answering emails. That day I listened with genuine affection because every mile brought me closer to my own front door. I pictured the white quartz island in my kitchen. I pictured the soft hum of the HVAC. I pictured setting my suitcase in the laundry room, taking a shower, and eating cereal for dinner because no one could stop me.

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