“What?” I breathed.
Mateo looked down at his shoes.
“She says if I come out, I’ll ruin his afternoon.”
The doctor’s face hardened.
I covered my mouth.
“Mateo…”
“And Aunt Valeria took my new sneakers because Damián wanted them.”
I remembered those sneakers.
Blue with white stripes.
I had saved tips for 3 weeks to buy them. When they disappeared, my mother told me Mateo must have lost them. Valeria had shrugged and said children were careless. I had scolded Mateo for leaving his things around.
He had cried.
And I had believed the wrong people.
My son continued, smaller now.
“Grandma said I shouldn’t complain because we live there as charity cases.”
Charity cases.
My vision blurred.
I worked double shifts at the salon. I bought groceries. I paid for Mateo’s medicine. I gave my mother cash every month toward electricity, water, and part of the property tax. On days when clients canceled, I cleaned stations and folded towels for extra hours. I came home with my feet blistered and still cooked dinner if my mother said she was tired.
But to them, I was a charity case.
The inconvenient widow.
The daughter whose need could be used as a weapon.
The young woman who should bow forever because she had once come back with nowhere else to go.
The doctor stood.
“I’m going to call social services,” she said.
I nodded.
My body felt numb.
Another physician came. Then a social worker. They ordered an X-ray. They photographed the mark on Mateo’s cheek and examined his ear. They asked questions gently, slowly, giving him time.