I didn’t look back at the gallery.
I didn’t look at the judge yet.
I looked at Walter.
I let our eyes lock, and I emptied my face of everything. Every piece of anger, every shard of pain, every drop of fear.
Nothing.
In psychology, there’s a name for it: the gray rock method. I’d read about it on a forum late one night while scrolling on my cracked phone in that tiny apartment he despised. When you’re dealing with a narcissist, they said, you become a stone. You become dull. You become boring. You give them no emotional reaction, no drama, no fuel.
But Walter didn’t know that.
He thought my silence meant I was broken.
He thought my stillness meant I had finally surrendered.
He had no idea I was recording.
“Miss Rati,” the judge prompted again. “Do you have a response?”
“I’m listening, Your Honor,” I said, my voice even, low, almost calm. “I’m just waiting for my father to finish listing his grievances. I wouldn’t want to interrupt his performance.”
Walter’s smirk slipped, just slightly, like a painting knocked askew.
He turned to his lawyer, Steven, and whispered something. Steven didn’t smirk back. His pale fingers tightened on his pen, and the rapid tap-tap-tap against his legal pad echoed through the space between us.
I’d noticed that nervous tick three months earlier when I started tracking their movements. Steven was competent, cautious. The kind of lawyer who did not like surprises, especially the federal kind.