That sentence refuses to leave me. It follows me to my car. It sits heavily in the passenger seat as I drive home through the sluggish commuter traffic. It haunts me at my kitchen table while my black coffee goes cold and bitter in my mug. It follows me into the shower, into my bed, into the dark spaces of the night where every sudden siren from the street makes my eyes snap open. By 3:00 AM, staring at the ceiling, a singular, immovable truth settles into my bones: if I let the administration bury this, if I look the other way to protect my pension and my peace, I will never be able to look in a mirror again.

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