“Then who is he?” My mother dropped the pencil. Her hands were shaking so violently that the notepad fell to the floor. I knelt to pick it up, feeling an unbearable buzzing in my head. The hospital smelled of bleach and wilted flowers. Outside, someone was crying. Inside, my mother struggled to breathe, hooked up to machines that seemed to be counting down the seconds of a life filled with secrets. I looked at her again. “Mom… I need you to tell me the truth.”