My mother showed up to my aunt’s will reading dressed in white—not off-white, not cream, but pure white.

A tailored coat, pearl earrings, and the composed expression of someone who believed grief was something other people displayed in public.

I was already seated in the lawyer’s office when she entered. Sixteen years had passed since she had acted like my mother, yet she still looked at me as if I were a problem she had once set aside and forgotten.