“He was four,” Ava whispered.
The sentence hung in the room like an accusation.
I remembered leaving for Dubai with a thousand calculations in my head and one promise at the center of all of them: five years, maybe less, and I would come home with enough money that Ava would never have to worry about bills again and Noah would never hear the word no for the wrong reasons. I remembered wiring eight thousand dollars a month to my mother because she already handled the family account and said she would move the money wherever Ava needed it.
I was not sending money to a caretaker.
I was financing my own family’s captivity.
“Did you have a phone?” I asked Ava.
“At first.”
“What happened to it?”
My mother answered before she could. “She lost it.”
Ava closed her eyes.
Brooke muttered, “Or sold it.”
I leaned both hands on the table. “Ava.”
She looked up again, and whatever she saw in my face gave her something she apparently had not been allowed for years.
Permission.
“Your mother took it,” she said. “She said too many calls overseas would distract you and cost too much. Then she said the bank transfers were getting smaller because you had debts. She said things were tight, and I should be grateful if I wanted Noah and me to stay in the house.”