There was a gala months later, a winter night full of chandeliers and donors and public kindness polished to a shine. I attended because Daniel wanted support for a housing foundation connected to one of his business circles, and because by then I had relearned how to move through elegant rooms without mistaking them for safety. The old Riverside Hotel was all marble and music and expensive civility, the sort of place that makes people believe goodness can be purchased in bulk if you pair it with enough candlelight. I wore black. Daniel, as always, seemed at ease under crystal and applause. My friend Evelyn stood across the room near the bar, and when she caught my eye, she gave me a brief nod that meant more than a paragraph.