Chapter 1: The Envelope on the White Bed

This is the chronicle of my own coup d’état—a war I never asked to fight, waged on a battlefield of sterile white sheets and beeping monitors.

It was a Thursday, the sixteenth of October, barely past two in the afternoon. Beyond the sealed glass of my room at Cape Fear Valley Medical Center in Fayetteville, North Carolina, the autumnal sky was a mocking, brilliant azure. I remember staring at the sunlight pooling on the linoleum floor, struck by the profound absurdity of it all. How strange, I thought, that the sun has the audacity to shine so brightly on the absolute worst day of a woman’s life.