“Well,” Lonnie said, standing in the laundry room doorway in his undershirt. “Somebody’s home early.”

I looked at him, then at my mother lying on the thin air mattress.

For a moment, I couldn’t speak.

My name is Julian Saunders. I was nineteen years old that fall, studying social work at a college in Colorado. I’d come home five days before Thanksgiving because my last exam had ended early and I wanted to surprise my mother.