Then I shook my head.

“No.”

The judge nodded.

“Very well.”

Behind me, Lily suddenly stood.

“Mommy?”

I turned.

Her cheeks were wet.

“What is it, sweetheart?”

She looked at Marcus.

Then at Vanessa.

Then back at me.

“Can I tell her now?”

My heart stopped.

“Tell who?”

“The judge.”