Chapter 1: The Weight of an Empty Room

Julian left me on a Tuesday in November, right when the Chicago winter was beginning to bare its teeth. I was twenty-eight weeks pregnant with twins, my body so swollen and cumbersome that I hadn’t seen my own toes in over a month. My obstetrician, a stern woman with kind eyes, had explicitly ordered bed rest. Conserve your energy, Elena, she had warned just three days prior. Avoid stress. You are carrying two lives.