Chapter 1: The Sterile Halls and a Dying Man’s Plea

At twenty-nine, my world was entirely devoid of color, bleached out by the relentless, suffocating grief of losing my mother. Every morning felt like a negotiation with gravity just to get out of bed. To keep from drowning in that silent apartment, I anchored myself to the only place where pain made logical sense: Mercy General Hospital. Volunteering on the palliative care ward became my strange salvation. For nearly a year, I haunted those antiseptic-smelling corridors, sitting with patients whose families had long since faded away, ensuring they didn’t have to face the great dark alone.