I am twenty-two years old, and for my entire life, the concept of a mother was nothing more than a phantom. On the very day I was born, the woman who carried me wrapped me in a hospital blanket, handed me to my father, and spoke the only words she would ever give me. “I don’t want him. You can do it,” she said, her voice devoid of any maternal warmth or hesitation. With that incredibly cold declaration, she walked out of the hospital room, leaving my stunned father holding a fragile newborn. He was entirely alone, terrified, but fiercely determined to give me the life she had just so casually discarded.