CHAPTER 1: The Dark, The Recorder, and The Monster

For weeks, the architecture of my own mind had become a hostile, terrifying labyrinth. I was drowning in a suffocating, invisible ocean of self-doubt, gaslit so masterfully that I had begun to question the very fabric of my own reality.

My husband, Julian, had painted me as a hysterical, paranoid, overprotective mother. He did it with the smooth, practiced ease of a corporate sociopath, using smiles and gentle, patronizing touches to dismantle my sanity piece by piece.