PART 1: FIVE NIGHTS OF SILENCE

By the fifth consecutive night that my husband failed to come home, I had exhausted every version of grief available to me.

I had cried into pillows, stared at unanswered messages, listened to excuses about late meetings, and tried to convince myself that the rumors surrounding his executive assistant were probably exaggerated. By three o’clock in the morning, however, sorrow had become something much colder and more useful.