Chapter 1: The Hollow Bouquet

The bridal suite at The Glasshouse, a historic botanical conservatory in downtown Seattle, smelled intensely of hot hairspray, crushed gardenias, and the vibrating, frantic energy that always precedes a monumental shift in a person’s life.

I stood before the floor-to-ceiling mirror, watching my maid of honor, Sarah, meticulously adjust the train of my ivory silk gown. The silk felt heavy, a physical weight grounding me against the nervous flutter in my stomach. In exactly ten minutes, the string quartet beyond the heavy oak doors would strike the first chord of the processional. In ten minutes, I was going to marry David, a man whose quiet, unwavering kindness was the absolute antithesis of everything I had been raised to understand about love.