Coming home from my eight-year-old grandson’s funeral, I found him standing on my porch.

He was supposed to be in the ground.

Instead, he was standing beneath my porch light, soaked through and shaking so violently that his teeth clicked.

“Grandma Ellie.”

I had only just left Maplewood Cemetery.

Rain from the graveside still clung to my black dress. Mud had dried in dark half-moons along the hem, and my coat smelled faintly of wet lilies.