PART 1

“You can stop pretending it doesn’t hurt, because Michelle gave me what you never could by giving me a son and a daughter,” Christopher said to me on the phone the exact same day I signed our final divorce papers.

I was sitting completely alone in my study inside my apartment in San Diego, staring at the last page of the settlement agreement right in front of me, when the photo notification flashed on my screen. Christopher was pictured wrapping his arms around Michelle, who had been my closest friend since our college days, while she cradled two newborn babies wrapped in tiny blue and pink blankets.