It took me and one of the movers nearly twenty minutes to carefully lug the heavy pot down the steps and into the back of my SUV.

When I finally got it to my apartment, I placed it in the corner of my living room. I sat on my couch, staring at it for a long time. It was a beautiful plant, but looking at it just made my chest ache. I remembered Eleanor’s final, gasping words in the hospital room.