I was buying time. I decided I would quietly save money, find a lawyer in secret, and plan my escape without my parents’ knowledge.

But my plan was about to be violently derailed.

On Friday afternoon, I drove to Leo’s elementary school for pickup. The sun was shining, and the chaotic hum of children running toward the school buses filled the air. I waited at Leo’s classroom door, but the room emptied out, and my little boy was nowhere to be seen.