It started with a cough. A wet, rattling, sinus-clearing cough that echoed through the high ceilings of my living room like a misplaced gunshot.

We were deep into the comforting, predictable rhythm of our Friday night ritual. Stuart and I were curled up on the charcoal velvet sectional—the one I had spent six months saving for, working overtime just to afford the exact shade of grey he said he liked. The blue, kinetic light of a high-octane action movie flickered across our faces, casting shadows on his sharp jawline. He had been battling a cold all week, playing the role of the tragic, bedridden hero with an Oscar-worthy commitment, while I dutifully fetched organic chicken soup, fluffed his pillows, and brewed endless cups of honey-lemon tea.