Part 1

I stood at the boarding door in JFK’s Terminal 4 wearing my navy uniform, my hair perfectly pinned back, and the calm professional smile I had learned to wear after ten years of international flying.

It was an overnight flight to Madrid.

As senior purser in First Class, my job was to make every premium passenger feel welcomed and important.

Even when my own world was falling apart.

That morning, my husband, Julian Mercer, had kissed my forehead and told me he was flying to Dallas for an important board meeting.

I believed him.

After all, he was not only my husband.