There is a specific kind of arrogance that comes with believing you have a perfect life. You look around at your beautiful home, your healthy children, and your devoted husband, and you think, I am safe. Nothing can touch me. I was steeped in that arrogance for eighteen years.

My name is Clara. Up until our eighteenth wedding anniversary, I would have told you that my husband, Marcus, was the gold standard of men. We met in college, fell fast and hard, and built a life that looked like it was pulled straight from a glossy magazine. We had three beautiful children, ages sixteen, fourteen, and ten. And, at thirty-eight, I had just discovered I was unexpectedly pregnant with our fourth.