This is the chronicle of my own personal coup d’état. It wasn’t a revolution waged with weapons or armies, but a rebellion against the life I had been instructed to want, against the man I thought I knew, and against the crushing weight of an ultimatum meant to break me.

At twenty-two, I labored under the delusion that my future was a settled, unmovable foundation. I had a fiancé named Elliot, a cramped third-floor apartment suffocating under stacks of glossy bridal magazines, and parents who still mailed me battered cardboard care packages smelling faintly of my father’s predictably burnt chocolate chip cookies. Elliot and I had been a matched set since our junior year of high school. He possessed a practiced, easy charm, the kind of smile that made older women sigh and younger women stare. He had proposed on the creaking wooden floorboards of my parents’ back porch, slipping a modest diamond onto my finger while promising, with eyes full of earnest light, that we were building a fortress together. Forever.