The Child in My Arms

By the time the elevator reached the forty-second floor of the Prescott Center in downtown Denver, I had repeated the same promise so many times that the words had begun to feel like a prayer.

“We’re going to be all right.”

My three-month-old daughter, Ivy, slept against my chest inside a navy infant carrier, one tiny hand curled over the edge of my uniform. Beneath my long wool coat, I wore the service dress blues of a United States Navy captain, the silver eagle at my collar catching the elevator’s cold white light whenever I moved.