When I couldn’t take it anymore, I backed away slowly. I walked to my car, got in, locked the doors, and sat there in complete silence.

That’s when I finally let myself break.

I cried so hard I couldn’t breathe. My whole body shook with sobs I’d been holding in for God knows how long. Twelve years of marriage. Twelve years of believing in us. Of working my butt off to keep our family together while he was busy playing house with our neighbor.