Part 1: The Cold Front

“If your baby is turning blue, just bundle him up tighter and stop playing the victim.”

My mother-in-law, Theresa, said the words with a dismissive wave as she slid her passport into her designer carry-on.

My son was only three days old. It had been exactly seventy-two hours since I heard his first cry at the hospital in Portland, Oregon; seventy-two hours since my husband, David, wept at the sight of him and swore that nothing would ever harm him. We named him Ethan—a strong name, David had insisted. A name for a boy who was destined to survive.