Some memories never really leave you, no matter how many years pass or how many holidays come and go. I thought I’d learned to live with mine until one family celebration changed the story I’d been telling myself my entire life.

The sun sat low over the fence line, the way it always did on the Fourth of July. I was setting out paper plates on the picnic table, weighing them down with mason jars so the breeze wouldn’t send them sailing into my mom Diane’s rose bushes.