***

The wedding was small. Just family, close friends, and dinner at a converted barn. Lily had chosen her own sage-green bridesmaid dress.

She said it made her look like “a forest fairy with student loans.”

In the bridal suite, my sister, Janine, pinned my veil while Lily stood behind me, twisting the silver moon bracelet her dad had given her when she was ten.

“Stop moving, Jules,” Janine said. “I can’t make your mother look graceful if she keeps twitching.”

The wedding was small.

Lily smiled, but it disappeared quickly.

I caught her eyes in the mirror. “You okay, baby?”

“I’m fine.”

But every mother knows those two words can mean anything except fine.

Janine lowered the hairspray. “Are you nervous about walking down the aisle, bug?”

Lily shook her head. “No. It’s not that.”

“You okay, baby?”

“Then what is it?” I asked.

She glanced at the door. “I need my silver shoes.”

“They’re in your garment bag, hon,” Janine said.

My daughter swallowed. “Then I need air.”

Before I could stand, she slipped out.

The door clicked shut.

Janine looked at me in the mirror. “Something’s wrong.”

“I need air.”

“She’s been quiet since last night,” I admitted.

“At the rehearsal dinner?”

I nodded. “I thought maybe it finally hit her. Me getting married again. She knows nobody will ever replace Ryan.”

***

Last night, I had watched Marcus slow-dance with Lily near the dessert table. His hand rested carefully on her shoulder. He had bent his head like he was saying something sweet to her.

I had cried because I thought I was watching our family begin.

Now I remembered Lily’s face.

She was too still. Too polite.

“She’s been quiet since last night.”

***

Janine set down the brush. “I’m going to find her.”

Two minutes later, the door flew open again.

Janine stood there, pale. “Julia, come now.”

I stood so fast my veil pulled against the pins. “What happened?”

“It’s Lily.”

I followed her down the hall into a small sitting room near the bridal suite.

Lily was on the floor, her sage-green dress crumpled beside her, knees tucked to her chest.

“Julia, come now.”

“Lily?”

She looked up, and my heart cracked before she even spoke.

“Mom,” she whispered. “Please don’t marry him.”

I dropped to my knees. “Baby, what are you talking about?”

“Please don’t.”

“Is this about Dad?” I asked gently. “Because we can stop and talk. Marcus isn’t replacing him. No one could.”

Lily shook her head so hard one curl came loose. “No. It’s not Dad.”

Janine crouched beside us. “Then what is it, sweetheart?”

“Please don’t marry him.”

Lily stared at the carpet. “He isn’t who you think he is, Mom.”

My stomach dropped. “What did Marcus do?”

For a moment, she pressed her mouth shut.

***

Finally, she whispered, “Do you remember last night, when he asked me to help carry wine from the storage room?”

“Yes, of course.”

“That wasn’t why he wanted me there. He wanted to talk to me.”

“He isn’t who you think he is, Mom.”

Janine inhaled quickly.

“No,” Lily said quickly. “He said there would be new rules after the wedding.”

“What rules?”

Lily wiped her face with her sleeve. “He said my time acting like the princess of the house was over. He said after the honeymoon, I was going to boarding school.”