The kitchen window framed a soft spring evening, the kind of gold light that made the lawn look like something out of a magazine. I stood at the sink with a dish towel in my hand that I had forgotten to use, watching the sky go pink behind the neighbor’s maple.
For the first time in months, I let my shoulders drop.
Austin had been quiet all year.
Not sad, exactly. Just somewhere I couldn’t reach.
Austin had been quiet all year.
I had told myself it was senior-year jitters. College letters. The weight of being almost-grown.
But it was more than that, and I knew it, even if I refused to name it.
His father had been gone nine years. Long enough that I had stopped flinching at the empty chair, and still I caught myself, some nights, setting the table for three without thinking.