I had to step out into the hallway to cry.
Not out of sadness.
Out of relief.
The next morning I arrived at the downtown address in my best shirt, which wasn’t great, but it was clean. The building had glass elevators, a polite receptionist, and the smell of freshly ground coffee. I carried my papers in a plastic folder, as if they were treasures.
Valerie received me in a small room.
—”Before signing, I want you to read everything,” she said.
She gave me a contract.
Fixed salary. Set hours. Insurance. Benefits. Holiday bonus. Vacation days. Retirement match. Tuition assistance for children. Fleet driver training.
My eyes got stuck on one line:
“Supplemental family medical insurance.”
—”Does this cover Matthew?”
—”Yes.”
—”Even though he’s already sick?”
—”We’ll review it with the insurance provider, but he won’t be left without care. I promise you that in writing, not just by word of mouth.”
In writing.
Nobody in my working life had ever promised me anything in writing.
I signed with my hand shaking.
Then they gave me a uniform, a new helmet, and a badge with my full name: