That particular question, in that particular tone, landed somewhere deeper than anything the riding crop had done.
Because the truth — the full, complicated, layered truth — was so much larger than the small, ugly story he was telling himself about me.
I had not married Kyle Weston for his money.
I had married him because I was twenty-nine and genuinely believed, for approximately fourteen months, that he was a man worth building something real with. I had married him because he could be funny and warm and surprisingly tender in private moments, and because I had been lonely in the particular way that people who are always expected to be strong can become lonely without anyone noticing.
I had also married him knowing full well that if it went wrong, I had options that he could not imagine.
Because while Kyle had spent three years being thoroughly convinced he was the powerful one in our marriage, certain things had been quietly happening in the background.
His largest competitor in commercial real estate — a firm that had been aggressively undercutting his bids on three consecutive major contracts — had inexplicably lost two of their most important institutional investors within six weeks of our wedding. Kyle had celebrated that as remarkable good luck.