And the whole time, I was just the help. The convenient suspect.
I pulled into Raymond’s shop on Cedar Avenue. It was a small, clean garage. Raymond was an older Black man, maybe seventy, with grease-stained hands and kind eyes. He saw me pull in and nodded like he was expecting me.
“You Stan?” he asked.
“Yeah.”
“She told me you’d be coming. Give me a minute.”
I sat in the car with the engine off. The silence was suffocating. I opened the glove compartment to pull out whatever paperwork she had mentioned.
There was a manila envelope inside. And underneath it, a folded piece of stationery. Cream-colored. Thick. The kind of paper rich people use for personal letters.
My name was written on the front in her careful handwriting.
Stan.
My hands were trembling as I unfolded it.