She hesitated, then sat on the far end of the bench.

Up close, I could see she hadn’t slept much. Neither had I.

“What I did yesterday was cruel,” I said. “Not curious or clumsy. Cruel. I have told myself for years that being protective of Ben gave me the right to judge you, study you, push at you. It didn’t.”

She kept looking out toward the dunes.

I went on because I owed her the whole truth, not a cleaned-up version that protected my pride.

“I had decided there must be something wrong with you. Something hidden, something dangerous, and something I should uncover. I made up stories because I preferred those to admitting I was simply uncomfortable not knowing everything.”

Emily’s eyes filled, but she still didn’t look at me.

“I practiced what I would say to you,” she whispered. “For weeks.”

My throat tightened.

“I bought a swimsuit. Ben said the color looked nice on me. I stood in front of the mirror in the hotel room yesterday morning and told myself maybe I could do it. Maybe if I just walked down there and took the cover-up off fast…” She laughed once, and it broke halfway through. “I wanted you to know me. I didn’t want you to pity me. I just wanted to stop feeling like the strange woman your son married.”

End of story — Part 3 of 3