“Where did you go, Mommy?” he asked.
I scooped him up and held him close, breathing in the warm sleepy smell of his hair.
“I went to help a baby,” I told him. “A very tiny baby who needed someone to believe she could stay.”
He thought about that with the serious face he makes.
“Did she stay?”
I smiled, and for the first time in days, the tears that came weren’t bitter ones.
“Yes, sweetheart,” I said. “She stayed. She’s going to be your little sister someday.”
And Noah, who has never once been wrong about who belongs in this family, simply nodded as if that were the most natural thing in the world.
Maybe it is. Maybe the heart that truly loves can always make room for one more.
If you had been me, standing in that hospital hallway holding the hand of the woman who tried to erase you, watching her baby fight for life, could you have stayed? Or would you have finally turned and walked away for good?