The plastic arm of the hospital chair cracked under my grip.
I didn’t realize I’d been squeezing it.
I stood up.
I didn’t cry.
I didn’t beg.
I walked out of that hospital, got into my truck, and drove to the nearest gas station.
I filled a five-gallon canister with the highest-octane fuel they had.
The kind that burns so hot it’ll melt asphalt.
The young clerk behind the counter gave me a strange look.
“Grilling?” he asked.
“Something like that,” I said.
The drive to the Whitmore estate took forty minutes.
Forty minutes of silence, except for the slosh of gasoline in the back.
I parked a half-mile down the road, behind an old oak grove.
No one would see my truck.
The sun was sinking low.
The sky was bruised purple and orange, like Emma’s face.
I carried that canister through the woods, my boots sinking into soft earth.
The air smelled of pine and rain.
When I reached the edge of their property, I stopped.
The mansion rose against the darkening sky like a monument to greed.
Every window was lit golden.
Through one, I could see a chandelier dripping light.
Through another, the silhouette of someone walking.