I did not think he could sit at my kitchen table, laugh with my child, drink my coffee, and count the days until he could clean me out.
Ethan had always been reckless.
Growing up, he was the kind of kid who broke windows and somehow convinced our mother the baseball had slipped out
of someone else’s hand.
He crashed cars, borrowed money, dodged rent, and loved people only as long as they were useful.
Still, he was my brother.
That sentence became the excuse I used for everything.
When he called me in March and said he had been laid off, I believed him.
When he said his landlord was “being insane” and gave him two weeks to leave, I let him move into the guest room.
When he said Maya had nowhere safe to stay either, I let her sleep on the pullout sofa for a weekend that became three weeks.
Emily did not like Maya.
She never said it in a dramatic way.